最近真的无聊到爆。唉，不爱读书的人却很贱的选了一个必须读很多书的科。又来到了一个鸟不生蛋的地方。郁闷啊！:P
话说刚刚去看了我前男友的部落格。发现他好像是有了新的对象了哦！为他感到好高兴 :D 祝福他这次可以找到一个会对他好的人 (:
曾经受伤，生气也厌恶过。现在却能释然的当朋友...
是时间久了，也是成熟了吧？
不过相比之下，现在这段感情我所放的心真的更多更多。虽然到现在，我还是不后悔。日后可能会伤得很重吧？
距离。还是五年半如此之久...
不懂未来的日子，我们是否会失联？不懂很久的以后，我们是否又会重逢？
才两个月，却真的好想你 <3
Sep 20, 2012
Sep 11, 2012
问世间，情为何物？
今天突然想了想。感情这事，很美丽不过也很恐怖。
两个人能怎么，就这样搭上线然后在一起，爱得死去活来的；分手过后一些日子，却再也对对方一点感情都没有了，甚至不再联络。
不奇怪吗？曾经的天长地久，就这样成了过眼云烟。
觉得好现实。
故事里，电影中，男女主角终是能排除万难、不顾一切的在一起；怎么到了现实世界，身边还是会看到这么多的分分合合？是不是在一起了，没有放心去经营那一段感情？还是从来没有爱过，只是形式上的憧憬着一段刻骨铭心的爱恋？
到底怎样才是爱上了呢？到底要多久后在一起，才是真心的呢？是要一见钟情；是要很快的走在一起；还是要花个十天半个月去了解对方？
不过还是觉得很神奇。是什么让两个人就这样触电？是什么让嘴角忍不住上扬？是什么会让自己留恋对方的怀抱？
不想放手，到底是还爱着；还是舍不得那个熟悉感？
懂得放手，究竟是成长了；还是从来没爱过？
两个人能怎么，就这样搭上线然后在一起，爱得死去活来的；分手过后一些日子，却再也对对方一点感情都没有了，甚至不再联络。
不奇怪吗？曾经的天长地久，就这样成了过眼云烟。
觉得好现实。
故事里，电影中，男女主角终是能排除万难、不顾一切的在一起；怎么到了现实世界，身边还是会看到这么多的分分合合？是不是在一起了，没有放心去经营那一段感情？还是从来没有爱过，只是形式上的憧憬着一段刻骨铭心的爱恋？
到底怎样才是爱上了呢？到底要多久后在一起，才是真心的呢？是要一见钟情；是要很快的走在一起；还是要花个十天半个月去了解对方？
不过还是觉得很神奇。是什么让两个人就这样触电？是什么让嘴角忍不住上扬？是什么会让自己留恋对方的怀抱？
不想放手，到底是还爱着；还是舍不得那个熟悉感？
懂得放手，究竟是成长了；还是从来没爱过？
Jan 10, 2012
2012 resolutions
Yea I know, it's almost 2 weeks into January and here I am, a lil' too late to be making new year resolutions. Still, late is better than never right?
I, Lee Yu Wei, will fulfill these 50 new year resolutions even if I get killed in the process. I will not let them go down the drain due to my lack of determination, like every other year. (;
1. See through project Vision Guardian Angel and write a newsletter/brochure sorta thing about it.
2. Raise 15k for the project, even if it takes a whole year to achieve.
3. Run a full marathon.
4. TRAIN for my full marathon, unlike last time ):
5. Climb Mt.kinabalu
6. Conquer Tahan! Roar!
7. Learn how to surf. :D
8. Get into a nightclub. Yea, I'm 20 and I've never even been to a club. I feel so naive. /:
9. Get a new hairstyle, which I already did, so I guess it's 49 to go! Wheeeee!
10. Dye my hair a funky color! I can't decide on purple or blue though. /:
11. Learn another language. I've always wanted to learn to write and read French (it sounds nasally when you speak it), or learn Italian or Spanish. Funny how I'll end up learning Indian language instead.
12. Travel. Bali, here I come!!!!! XD
13. Go on a camping trip. Even if it's only for a night.
14. Start saving money, so I can realize my dream of world travel.
15. Go bungee jumping! XD
16. Become less shy. Yea I may not come across as being so, but I'm shy. XD so for 2012, I'll hide in the corner less and join in more!
17. Get fit!
19. Write 2 blog posts per month, even of it's about random crap. (like this one)
20. Write a book! xD
21. Get a weekend job that pays a good amount. (:
22. Learn how to appreciate.
23. Get my waist back to its original less than 24 inches size. /:
24. Hug more. (:
25. Write about my experience during expedition. No slacking off!
26. Do something crazy. (oh well, I'll think of what crazy thing to do...)
27. Self learn some breakdancing moves.
28. Run/walk/cycle a minimum of 15km every week. Even if it's on a treadmill.
29. Adopt an animal.
30. Dance in the rain.
31. Laugh until I cry.
32. Watch the sun rise at the beach and on top of a mountain.
33. Get in touch with long lost friends.
34. Study consistently everyday once I get into Uni. No more procrastinating and last minute studying.
35. Pass up my article on time every month.
36. Discover and write about more places in Malaysia!
37. Learn how to dive. :D
38. Go on an expedition! Raleigh! Grrrrr!
39. Be an IW staff!
40. Start my own business. Or costart one. Either one. XD
41. Spend more time with my family. (:
42. Start on the Law of Attraction workbook and follow through.
43. Look into the mirror everyday and ask myself, is this what I want to do for my life? If the answer is not, change!
44. Smile and be nicer to people.
45. Chat with a random stranger on a public transport.
46. Read 100 books and jot 'em down in my blog.
47. Organize an event.
48. Take a family photo without pulling any weird faces.
49. Take more photos of life.
50. The most important. To be who I want to be, not who others want me to be!
*wipes sweat off forehead* phew, 50 is a huge lot to come up with. But yeaaaa, I will see through every single one of them. X) wish me luck. *fingers crossed*
I, Lee Yu Wei, will fulfill these 50 new year resolutions even if I get killed in the process. I will not let them go down the drain due to my lack of determination, like every other year. (;
1. See through project Vision Guardian Angel and write a newsletter/brochure sorta thing about it.
2. Raise 15k for the project, even if it takes a whole year to achieve.
3. Run a full marathon.
4. TRAIN for my full marathon, unlike last time ):
5. Climb Mt.kinabalu
6. Conquer Tahan! Roar!
7. Learn how to surf. :D
8. Get into a nightclub. Yea, I'm 20 and I've never even been to a club. I feel so naive. /:
9. Get a new hairstyle, which I already did, so I guess it's 49 to go! Wheeeee!
10. Dye my hair a funky color! I can't decide on purple or blue though. /:
11. Learn another language. I've always wanted to learn to write and read French (it sounds nasally when you speak it), or learn Italian or Spanish. Funny how I'll end up learning Indian language instead.
12. Travel. Bali, here I come!!!!! XD
13. Go on a camping trip. Even if it's only for a night.
14. Start saving money, so I can realize my dream of world travel.
15. Go bungee jumping! XD
16. Become less shy. Yea I may not come across as being so, but I'm shy. XD so for 2012, I'll hide in the corner less and join in more!
17. Get fit!
18. Overcome my insecurities, or learn to accept them. (:
19. Write 2 blog posts per month, even of it's about random crap. (like this one)
20. Write a book! xD
21. Get a weekend job that pays a good amount. (:
22. Learn how to appreciate.
23. Get my waist back to its original less than 24 inches size. /:
24. Hug more. (:
25. Write about my experience during expedition. No slacking off!
26. Do something crazy. (oh well, I'll think of what crazy thing to do...)
27. Self learn some breakdancing moves.
28. Run/walk/cycle a minimum of 15km every week. Even if it's on a treadmill.
29. Adopt an animal.
30. Dance in the rain.
31. Laugh until I cry.
32. Watch the sun rise at the beach and on top of a mountain.
33. Get in touch with long lost friends.
34. Study consistently everyday once I get into Uni. No more procrastinating and last minute studying.
35. Pass up my article on time every month.
36. Discover and write about more places in Malaysia!
37. Learn how to dive. :D
38. Go on an expedition! Raleigh! Grrrrr!
39. Be an IW staff!
40. Start my own business. Or costart one. Either one. XD
41. Spend more time with my family. (:
42. Start on the Law of Attraction workbook and follow through.
43. Look into the mirror everyday and ask myself, is this what I want to do for my life? If the answer is not, change!
44. Smile and be nicer to people.
45. Chat with a random stranger on a public transport.
46. Read 100 books and jot 'em down in my blog.
47. Organize an event.
48. Take a family photo without pulling any weird faces.
49. Take more photos of life.
50. The most important. To be who I want to be, not who others want me to be!
*wipes sweat off forehead* phew, 50 is a huge lot to come up with. But yeaaaa, I will see through every single one of them. X) wish me luck. *fingers crossed*
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